log for my dreams and reoccurring themes within them
october 25th, 2020
i had a dream that i met someone and immediately fell in love with them, even though physically they werent my type. it was not someone i recognize in waking life, but they felt so familiar.
october 24th, 2020
i had a dream i was... with boba. it was... pleasant to say the least...
september 8th, 2020
i was back at the ward. i kept trying to escape, but they found me everytime.
may 23rd, 2020;
me and mother...
together. i miss her
may 10th, 2020;
the kids who used to mock me were mocking me again. i couldn't make out their faces, but i knew. then i was in a class, and a video about current celebrities was being shown. i tried to make a joke about not caring or something along those lines. nobody laughed. instead, someone told me to shut up. they all laughed at that. i was suddenly in the shower, crying. i remember feeling odd and slowly realizing i was in a dream because i can't remember the last time i could actually work up the muscles in my face to produce a tear. then, someone who felt familiar found me, and picked me up to cradle me like a child, i couldn't make out his face, but i knew it was him. my eternal love.